WONDERING

Wondering, how am i going to make it out of this jam?

Knowing that by myself, I am not strong enough to take on a weak problem.

Wondering, if I can even start this race over and about how much harder it will be to finish it?

Wondering, if the God of heaven looks at me still with compassion?

Yearning to hear His voice and feel His presence near.
To know that His ams will be there to catch me when I fall off the cliff of a self-willed decision.

Wanting so badly to have Him call my name and say "All is well." "Enter in."

Wondering